sun stand still

dear god,
i am on my knees and i am asking for a help. i know that you are so big and can make the sun stand still. i need to see that in my life right now. i know that you have us here for a resion and u wouldn't give us things that we couldn't handle well i want more i want a house so sage can have a room of her own. i feel like crap for asking this because i am being selfish and i shouldn't be. i want, no i need your help to become better with our finances and be able to move out of this house. dear god please  open the doors and smack me in the face if i don't see it. i thank you lord for showing me that i can be an awanser to someones prayer and i hope that we can get a group of moms together a do life together. i love that i can stay home with sage and teach her new things everyday. i love that u have given her to us and blessed us with a beautiful healthy little girl that is growing up so fast. lord just help me see a merical in my life. help the thing with our taxes work out and the va be finished in a timely manor. i love u lord