Lost for Words

Nothing to blog about because there is nothing going on in our life. Last week was spring break and for a mom of a two year old that only means one thing... way too many people at our favorite hangout spots. it was to cold for the zoo and the museums were packed with kids out of school. The gym had more people than normal and the mall play spot was over run with tall kids. spring break is not as fun as I remember it being before kids.

On the topic of baby number 2 well there isn't one. We have been going at it for over a year and nothing has changed. I had my first meltdown because of infertility and it sucked. I said some mean words and took things to heart that I wouldn't have this time last year. I have hit rock bottom and we are going to be taking a break until we get back from California in may. I wish I could get it out of my head and not have to look at baby things and be around pregnant women all the time.

Well that is it for now. Sage is up from nap and that means mommas break is over.

that was a fast few weeks

Who knew that it would go so fast. Nothing new in the molloy household. Sage has been doing dance class for a month now and it is going so good. She loves going to class and is starting to learn and follow what the teacher is doing. I have been working out consistently this month and loving it. Herbalife is great and I am in love with their products and cant wait to try more of them when we start selling it. Maybe one day I will post a before and after picture so every one can see how well it works. its defiantly not a quick fix but it sure has given me more energy.

My faith is truly being tested with our infertility issues. I have given it up to god and we are no longer taking medicine to make me ovulate. I am testing and looking for signs of ovulation but that is it. I know that when we are meant to have a baby again god will give us one. i know that i am blessed to have a great daughter and I love her more every day. Having her has made me a better person and made James and I closer than ever. I don't think we will ever not be tying to have a baby and when I get pregnant I will cherish that time and not take it for granted. I will always be praying for more children because I love being a mom and wouldn't change it for the world. I hope that by me blogging about our struggles with having a second child that it will help or inspire others to be more aware of secondary infertility.

Today i'll leave you with this. " The best thing a girl can be is a good wife and mother. It is a girls highest calling, I hope I am ready." - Nancy E. Turner

hello blogging world

Wow has time flown by while I didnt blog. I really do need to get more into it and make a commitment to blog at least once a week not once a month or more. It has been to long and not much is new in our world. We havent moved or even started to look for a house yet and no im not pregnant yet. We took a trip to visit my family in califorina and that was a blast. we took sage to disney for the first time and she just loved it. We also went to the skirl ball again and sage loved it even more this year. As far as infertility and ttc baby #2 my RE retired after last cycle and that sucked because we didnt get to do the iui because I was ovulating on my own. So my mom got me the clear blue fertility monitor and I'm using it for the first time this month. We want to try naturally for a little while and see what happens. I want to have a baby so bad but I am learning to enjoy my time with sage and know that it will happen when its gods time. I dont have much more to update on so i'll end this with posting so pictures from our trip and just our daily life.

SAGE AT THE SKIR BALL 

SAGE WITH GRANDMA

DISNEYLAND WAS A BLAST

SEEING MICKEY FOR THE FIRST TIME

SAGE AND DADDY 

HELPING ME SET UP A BACKDROP FOR A PHOTO SHOOT