snow is on the way

oklahoma weather cracks me up. we had a nice 76 on friday and now tonight we are getting ready for a blizzard of some sort. im so ready for spring!!!

sage is getting better slowly but we go to the dr on thursday for a weight check. hope its up this week if not we start adding formula 2x a day. go back on the 16th if its still down we start looking at a spicalist to find out whats wrong. i love her little but i just want her to grow.

started a new book and i hope to become inspired. its called lioness awaken, i hope that god opens my eyes  to a new light.

pink is now my least favorite color

my little girl is getting over a cold and has pink eye at the same time. james came home with a temp of 101 last night and had to sleep on the couch cuz im not going to get sick and have to take care of everyone lol. i pray to god that i dont get pink eye and that it become and endless sick family.

ive been so proud of my self for keeping up with cleaning the house and reading my bible every morning. i know that god will be working in our life this year and im ready for the suprizes around the corner. james and i have decided that we are going to build our house this year and hope to start building with in the next month or two. should be moving in this summer. i cant wait for what god is doing in the molloy family

snot everywhere

my poor baby is sick and there is nothing i can really do about it. i hate sucking the boggies out cuz she crys so much but i know i have to do it. she didnt sleep well last night but i have the best hubby ever cuz he held her while she was sleeping for 3 hours last night while i got some good sleep. i dont think i could have surived today with out it. i went out and got this elitric boogie getter and so far its good, it takes lest time to get them out so sage will cry less. last time i had said that we were going to try and new recipy this week and we did. it was ok i never would have put bacon and apples together in a sandwich but it worked. james and i went to look at a builder for our house and we loved it. i cant wait to start the build in the next month or so. its crazy to think that this summer we will be in our house and sage will have her own room and the dogs will have a back yard to play, james will have a grill and a gas stove and i will have my master bath. i cant wait to have people over and decorate the rooms.

so much to dream about and so much time to dream.

trying something new

we go shopping on wednesday for our weekly grocery run. this week were going to try something new. were going to try a new recipe for dinner. james is going to make an apple bacon fried sandwich i cant wait to eat it. loving this new look on life that james and i have, ive been so happy after that start of the new year i dont know what to do with my self.  ill let u know about how that sandwich is later this week. for now i have to get that baby and have dinner

productive day with sage

today was so nice sage got a full nights sleep and i loved it. she then sleeped for another four hours. then we had lunch and played a little. then i cleaned the bathroom and our bedroom and did some laundry. i felt so good about my self that i want to do it more. who knew that i would love staying at home with my little girl and being a house wife. james said that he loved that i cleaned cuz now he didnt have to do it. he got home at a deacent time today and made dinner and we gave sage a bath. we gave her some karyo syrup tonight cuz its been a week from the last poop. i would never think that i would pray for poop every other night. i think to myself "do other moms pray for poop?" well the baby is calling and i must feed her so that she will poop. i love this girl and she is growing so fast. goal for tomarrow is to vacume the apartment and dust. serving at church this weekend and maybe the zoo on monday. good night world hope its a good one.

stuck inside on a cold day

whats going on with the weather its nice one week and freezing the next... im sitting in my rocker with my little girl sleeping on my lap. the laundry has been started and the house is quite. Its gloomy out and i can feel the cold from the window. i wish i could be in cali where its nice all year and i could go to the park or the beach and play with sage. i think im going to pick up that baby blanket i wanted to make for sage well see how that turns out im going to start over from scratch so i can make it even and look right.

here we go hope this doesnt take me to long

it got me thinking...

It hit me this week that i am now a stay at home mom and well thats ok with me. Growing up i would have never pictured that I would have ever been a stay at home mom at the age of 23. I had always saw my self with a family and a career, not have my family be my career. now there is know way I could see myself going to work and leaving sage with someone everyday, I would miss so much. sage has been changing everyday and growing so fast.

I know with this new year will come with  new challenges and I know that I will grow along with sage. I hope to become closer to god and in turn I will be the mother and wife that I am ment to be. I pray daily that i give everything to god and dont hold back. It will be a learning year for our family and i'm ready for it and to look back and see what god has done. Hope it doesn't move too fast and we can love life and smile more than we cry.

To all my new moms out there let us band together and learn from each other this year.

all things new

Its a new year and I'm a new mom. I have a wonderful new daughter named sage and she is my world. I don't know what i would do with out her in my life. Things have changed so much in 2010... i got out to the air force after a whopping 5 months of service, I got things done with the va, I started the lets have a baby trend at church, i went to disney world with my side of the family and that was a crazy adventure i can only do every 5 years. Its now the start of a new year with new things coming our way. We hope to move out of this tiny apartment and get sage her own room and the dogs a back yard.

I'm so looking forward to watching sage grow and change along with all our friends that have had new babys. She rolled over for the first time today and is really changing every week. The idea of being a stay at home is becoming more and more real as the times goes on. I'm starting to look forward to taking her to school and helping her with homework. I cant wait to take her to dance or soccer or any thing she wants to try out. soon we will start play dates with levi or other stay and home moms i meet.

I really hope to get some more friends that stay at home with their kids so i dont stay at home all day alone. well sage is starting to cry and james is on  his way home.... time to get up and play with my daughter... oh how i love how that sounds, i have a daughter and she is so beautiful

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